Hold On Tight

It is funny how things turn out. We are all given choices in life. Sometimes we make the right ones, sometimes we don't and we have to live with that. Reading through things that I've been through. Some of it still holds very true in my heart, but I'm not the same person that I was back then and that says something about me.

Things that I know:

I will probably never find someone that invokes so much passion in me as he did, and he was never mine to begin with. What we had was never real, but boy did it have us fooled.

I am a strong ass chick. I am not willing to just break over anything. I fall, dust it off, and then stand again. Bring it on world, because I know that I can make it through....

There's only a select few people that didn't leave me high and dry when I hit rock bottom. To those people I will be forever grateful too. They haven't got a clue how much they mean to me.

Nothing can touch me and my family. We are all we have and we will be damned if anything comes between us.

This is just about the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me...and it came at a time of need. The person really means a lot to me and their patience goes a long way in dealing with me.


"I know that the sun will shine on you one day the way that it should. I hope that some day you have to sit down a moment and take stock of your good luck. All the while, deep inside, waiting for it all to come crashing down. And that your waiting is followed by more luck, dumb and otherwise.

God wouldn't make flowers so beautiful that weren't meant to be shined on by the sun. Nor do I think that he would have given you that smile if it wasn't meant to be seen by others and worn often. Remember that when others see that smile, it gives them hope and brightens the doom and gloom in their lives. When you wear it when it's out of fashion, you change the season to make it so. You hold sunny days with warm breezes at the edges of that perfect mouth. You can warm those around you up if you are so inclined. Don't be greedy with that smile. I believe you can change the world around you with it. "

This is for all you girls about 13
High school can be so rough, can be so mean
Hold on to, on to your innocence
Stand your ground when everybody's givin' in

This one's for the girls

This is for all you girls about 25
In little apartments, just tryin' to get by
Livin' on, on dreams and spaghettios
Wonderin' where your life is gonna go

CHORUS
This one's for the girls
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who've wished upon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you are
This one's for the girls
Who love without holdin' back
Who dream with everything they have
All around the world
This One's for the girls
(This one's for all the girls) - 1st time only
This is for all you girls about 42
Tossin' pennies into the fountain of youth
Every laugh, laugh line on your face
Made you who you are today

REPEAT CHORUS

Yeah, we're all the same inside (same inside)
From 1 to 99

REPEAT CHORUS

(This one's for all the girls)
Yeah, this one's for the girls
(This one's for all the girls)

The pain washed over her like a thousand swords stabbing her in the heart. Her breath caught in her throat. What was she to do? She could feel the defeat waiting to drown her. She was tired. Her body, heart, mind, and soul were exhausted from the fighting. Her tears blurred her vision as she tried to drive, making her way as quickly as possible to the hospital. She begged the Lord to give her time. Time was all she wanted. She grabbed for the necklace he had given her. A simple diamond embedded heart that meant the world to her. As her fingers touched the familiar metal, she felt the strength pulse through her. She needed that strength to help her get through this.

So I decided that the best thing to do is say goodbye to this journal. Even though the other holds even more memories than this one, at least it is sacred and is mine. It's just better this way at least for the time being. So as a note you can stop checking this one.

wanna know a good sign he is over you...he doesn't do what he said he would.....and here i am under a blanket still waiting

Soulmates versus best friends. Is there a difference? Can someone be your soul mate and not your best friend? Soulmates are people that you can't live without. The type of people that you would give your life for without thinking. Soulmates are the people that you are suppose to be together with but maybe for some reason you can't. Best friends are there for you. They help you through the good and the bad. Best friends can change but can soulmates? Can your best friend be your soulmate?

What happens when you think you have lost them both? Did you ever have them in the first place?

I swear that if I ever see that boy again, I will beat the shit out of him.....only 3 people truly know what I'm talking about, but still. That was just plain bullsh*t last night. I should hit him when I had the chance

now that's some shit........

Just give up already....what you want to happen, just isn't likely. Why can't they see that?